OMG! SOME ONE KILL ME RIGHT NOW!

Fuck...Yes Fuck...to be exact 6 hours ago. i started the download of Gran turismo 5 new Update version 2.0 also known as Spec 2.0 well took me 6 fucking hours to get it...Yes with this stupid piece of shit internet i have here...Ok when the download finished I was Yeah lets drift!!! with ma new GTR35 that kazunori Drove at the 24 hours of Nur...well when it started to Install IT GOT FUCKING CORRUPTED...then i was like HOLLY FUCK...o well lets download again....So i went back to the update screen....and guess what?....The entire Update History Got corrupted...Yes. left me with the Version that came installed already in the disk...SO THE STUPID shit! askes me to download 10 Updates that in total they weight..17 GBS...Again? so i threw my control...now i need a fucking new one. also i can't play GT5 even with the PS3 unplugged because my recent save was saved with in the new code of the latest update..So screew it i am not playing GT5 untill i go back to Miami for the holidays and download all that stupid fucking shit again! FUCK ME! O_o!!!